It's Not Easy for Him to Be Bai Yueguang

(Probably this is the kind of forced love that tortures the heart, emotions, and the body...) Ps: The perspective at the beginning of the text is directly to the sadomasochistic love and robbery in adulthood, and the memories will be interspersed very later. The author has an anti-Stockholm plot, so there will be no plot of being tortured and inexplicably falling in love with a scumbag. Dedicated to creating a calm and cool person with a strong sense of right and wrong. I have been thinking about why so many protagonists are tortured because Zha Gong has Bai Yueguang in his heart. How can he be tortured if he is Bai Yueguang... —————— Chu Heng and Lin Zhan, two people who were supposed to be poles apart, met for the first time in the final exam room of elementary school. "My deskmate, your eyes are so beautiful!", "Friend, look at the sky outside!" "Why don't you say anything? The test papers haven't been handed out yet." When he was a child, Lin Zhan was like a sparrow, always chattering and enjoying himself. When he learned that Chu Heng lived not far from him, Lin Zhan forced Chu Heng to go home with him. So the two big little boys went to and from school together every day, celebrating Chu Heng's birthday in the abandoned building, but they were startled by the movement in the corner. I dug out a bird's nest at the end of the alley and picked it up with a long pole. The swallow's nest fell to the ground, but there was not a single chick! The aunt cursed and chased the two naughty children with a stick. They were accomplices at that time, but they came back empty-handed, and the planned attempt failed. Before he was forced to transfer to another school, Lin Zhan gave Chu Heng a potted tomato plant and two stones. Chu Heng felt baffled and couldn't even laugh or cry, but Chu Heng still placed it by the window sill. When the sun shone, it looked like crystals of various colors instead of stones. —————— When he became an adult, he became the president of the Chu Enterprises. The simple houses in his memory and the look of others' eyes on him were far away. After taking power, Chu Heng became extreme, irritable and weak in empathy. Lin Chu reunited, and after the reunion, Lin Zhan no longer looked as lively and cheerful as the little sun before. But Chu Heng regarded Lin Zhan as the moon in the abyss, and his strong desire made him want to get Lin Zhan and let Lin Zhan stay by his side forever. But Lin Zhan's perspective is: When I grew up, my old playmate and I reunited, and he became a very valuable CEO... (Horrified face) As for other years of longing for Bai Yueguang, deep true feelings and love... Lin Zhan was at a loss. Finally, when Lin Zhan was about to escape, Chu Heng, who had a miserable childhood and was mentally disturbed, became abnormal... A miserable childhood, a perverted heart, handsome, miserable, strong, rich and powerful (Chu Heng) 1. Don't write about bad feelings 2. If you don't write the plot of the death of the protagonist, there will be no plot (the plot of regretting and crying in pain after suffering a serious illness). If you don't like this sadomasochistic way of punishing a scum, it is the death of the person he loves most. 3. I indulge in sadomasochism. I like emotional dramas that are gradual and often explosive, and will focus on describing the pull, conflicts, and entanglements between two people. I want to challenge the writing style that looks both refreshing and sour. 4. Many details will be told. The beginning of the text will be the current time, and later the story will focus on the past (but not long) 5. If the author is guilty of literary disease and shows off his pitiful writing style... Please wake me up! ! ! I am very obedient (^~^) 6. My readers are all my goddesses, please let me hold you in the palm of my hand. Intention: Pursuing love and longing for love are human instincts. There are ten thousand ways to love. There is no high or low in love. There is no right or wrong in love itself, but you must be cautious in the way you express love.