I am not an ordinary person. I have good grades, a good face, and a good family background. My only shortcoming is that I am lazy, I am not happy to do anything by myself, and I am willful. After watching my childhood sweetheart, Brother Lan, bleed out and die in front of me, I changed. That boy loved me, and I loved him too, but as fate would have it, we were not together. I laughed in front of Brother Lan's grave. Another boy doted on me, but my willfulness caused him to lose everything. He pushed me away indifferently. I knew he was afraid that I would look down on him. I sighed and staggered out. The snow in the sky was so beautiful, but everything about me had already changed unconsciously. I looked at the world with cold eyes, but after learning that he died in a car accident, I fell to the ground. Life, why is my fate like this? I held the cross on my chest tightly and looked at the world silently.