Starless Night

You met a little brother at work. You and the little brother had some feelings for each other. You saw that the little brother was chatting enthusiastically with other girls. Because of your low self-esteem, you deliberately treated the other brother so well. The relationship between you and your little brother ends here, but you and your brother have sparks. Just when you wanted to treat this brother wholeheartedly, you found out that he treated other young ladies the same way. You were disappointed. At the same time, you thought of your scumbag ex and couldn't help crying. You were planning to put away all your thoughts about love, but your brother sent you a message saying you are so beautiful today, and you didn't want more people to like it, and you were irritated. But I didn't expect that there would be more sparks with him later. You kept chatting, and there was only one letter left to light up the lucky character abovo. You thought he was hot and cold, and he was angry and didn't take the initiative to speak. Sure enough, he came to ask you and said that your character was about to be extinguished. You said it's due to you. The next day he told you that he broke up, and you were stunned. Don't be so conceited that you let every drop of wind drain out of you after repeating the cycle 100 times. You were so angry that you said on the background wall that you would never come back, but actually you wanted to wait until he decided to choose you. It turns out that he went on a trip with another girl. When you came to him ten days later, he said that he would have a new girlfriend soon. She was the girl who accompanied him on the trip. If she decided to work in his city, we would be together. You were very sad and wanted to leave, but you didn't, because he saw that you were silent and asked you if you wanted to play games together. You guys stayed connected for another month. Then one day, you saw a video of a female Aquaman who had a lot of fish and fell in love with her boyfriend. You forwarded it to him and said that you were sad after watching it. The next day, he sent a message and said, sorry, I am a villain. After that day, you tacitly agreed not to contact each other for two days. You talked every day for the month before that. On the third day, you finally got up the courage to ask him how he and that girl were doing. He said it was great and they were living together. You were very sad and watched the sea all night. Later, on NetEase Cloud, the boy you thought was him said that you would remember the waves when you watch the waves at night. You wish them well and want to leave this relationship completely. You want to stop showing up if you don't plan to be my boyfriend. The next second, as if there is a twilight connection, his message appears in the dialog box. He asks you, do you want to be my intern? You agreed. The second you saw him on the platform, there was a tsunami in your heart, but you stood quietly and didn't let anyone know. Later, you had to leave that company for some reason, and you asked him if he wanted to have dinner together. You said you were leaving, and you saw his eyes were red. Before leaving, he sent you to wait for the subway. You said you thought your car had arrived, but you didn't expect it to be a car in the opposite direction. He asked you if you wanted to eat sweets? Kiskis, kisi Two days later, he asked you if you wanted to travel together? You refused. You said to ask his girlfriend to accompany him. He broke up less than a week later A month later it was your graduation photo. You had been looking forward to it for a long time and finally saw him. Unexpectedly, he said that you and your ex-girlfriend got back together. You burst into tears in the car and didn't want him to see it. In NetEase Cloud, the person you thought often accompanied you to listen to songs, and you gradually relied on him, but you didn't know if he in NetEase Cloud was him in reality. You often tortured him. When you couldn't feel that he loved you, you said you wanted to feel happy, but in fact you just wanted him to care about you. Finally one day, she discovered your existence. They had a fight because of you. You saw the boy hesitating, so you walked away. You want to start a new life. You say that the boy is not handsome. Then you find that the girl seems to have cheated on him because of you. At the same time, you hear many people talking about you in the place where you study. They call you ugly, call you green tea, call you a nympho, call you a nympho, call you a layman, call you a loser, call you a rotten egg, call you a dirty bird. You couldn't bear the criticism and dropped out of school. However, in the rental house, you heard someone scolding you and laughed like a slut. You were stimulated and felt that the rental house was under surveillance. You asked your mother to take you home. Both your mother and your friends told you that surveillance was your fantasy. With their comfort, you finally believed it. At the same time, you remembered that when you left the place where you studied, a college classmate kindly asked you what was wrong and said that he would always stand. On your side, you thought about telling her story with him one last time and stopped telling her. You called her without warning. You briefly talked about your story with him and criticized him. At this time, this "kind-hearted" girl asked you, what do you like about him? Do you think of the girl across from you in the class asking a boy, what does that girl like about him? The boy replied disdainfully that he liked him to be ugly and a nymphomaniac. You were stunned for two seconds and answered carefully, "I like his company." Suddenly, a man's disdain came from the other end of the phone. The voice said, "Oh, I like his company." The girl made a faint sound, she asked are you scared? Your world has completely collapsed, and you realize that you are trapped in The Truman world, and even your home is under surveillance. You said you would die together with him. With tears in her eyes, your mother brought you a bowl of Chinese medicine. After drinking the medicine, you fell asleep. You finally woke up and gave your mother a kiss. She wiped your kiss away in disgust, as if she was wiping off something unclean. When you woke up, your family confiscated your mobile phone and locked the door to prevent you from going to him. After a long, long time, you still haven't grown up, you don't have a stable job, and you don't have a stable mental state. You still miss him very much, and miss the artificial stars that the little fox watched with the little prince that night, but you know that you are no longer qualified to look for him again. You think of the jealousy room in NetEase Cloud that you thought he told you, and you feel that it is so suitable for the occasion. Who went with me to send roses that night and found that my eyes were red, and I would cry when I was heartbroken. You still don't believe it's not him, you still blame the person who made the phone call, you are still afraid of surveillance, you still don't want to put an end to this relationship, you still have many, many resentments, you still hold on to the candy of that year, hoping that one day he will come back, come back to play games with you, come back to eat bullfrogs with you, come back to spend the rest of your life with you ——"A Starless Night" Intention: I cry every day because of this relationship