I want to write this anti-depression article with myself as the protagonist. In the first half of this year, I was diagnosed with severe depression and moderate anxiety accompanied by psychotic symptoms. I am always uncertain about the future. I feel dizzy and tinnitus when I think about it. I can be said to be in pain from all kinds of physical torture. I don't know why I am like this, and I don't know where I am. Whether I think about it or not, I don't want to face everything in the future. I once climbed up to the rooftop, wanted to jump off countless times but flinched countless times, took medicine to harm myself, I did everything I could, but in the end I found that I didn't seem to dare to do it. It's funny, I wanted to record my junior high school life by writing a light novel, which is a kind of pastime.
Adding "--" is the way of Li Han's diary
Purpose: I hope everyone understands depression
