On the tenth year of knowing you, I opened up the intermittent chat records with you for ten years.
Memories from the past flooded into my mind, and I always thought that it was because I was not brave enough that I never had a fate with you. But when I look at these records, no matter which day I click on, I am brave enough to express my thoughts about you to you. The reason why I don't really have a fate with you is probably because I don't know myself clearly enough. You are just so nice to everyone that you give me the illusion that if I work harder, there will be hope. However, I ignore that I am the most mediocre girl in the world. I am not an attractive beauty, I am just a very ordinary and ordinary girl.
So I have never been the heroine in the novel, but you were the only male protagonist in my youth.
Intention: I'm glad I got to know you, but I'm not happy just to get to know you.