Pianist

The story of a singer and a pianist Reunited after a long absence, reunited after a long break (the whole story is sweet, not cruel) The following is a part of the book, used as an introduction. If there is anything bad, I hope you can point it out. ———————————————— Qile's secret love is not like the youth campus drama, where the male protagonist has a mindless and unlimited preference for the female protagonist; it is not like the ups and downs of large-scale love movies, where the male protagonist becomes angry and becomes a beauty when the female protagonist is in danger; it is not like the male and female protagonists who make things happen in a drama about a dog-blooded tyrant who always chases his wife, making it a big deal and making it known to everyone. This secret love began with a quick glance with Shen Huai'an in the music classroom at the end of midsummer; it finally ended with an ordinary summer and an ordinary afternoon at graduation. For Qile, this trend of secret love came and went in a hurry. No one is aware of its existence, no one knows its existence, it is like a grand and romantic "mirage". Qile was the only one who watched it and was fascinated by it. He was gone like a tide, but only he and only one person knew the real devastation left in Qile's psychology. The impression left is indelible and unforgettable in this life. This feeling is very painful. Even after 8 years, this feeling has not been diluted by time. Qile still remembers that when he was bored during self-study at night, he browsed some unknown websites and came across a very popular post. This is a question from a passerby blogger: "What does it feel like to have a secret love?" There are endless answers from netizens. Passerby A: "Sad for her, happy for her." Passerby B: "Really, it is no exaggeration to say that one of his inadvertent actions, or a casual word, can affect my day." Passerby C: "My secret crush is probably because I, a rough old man, learn how girls dress for her, plant affordable cosmetics for her, and think a lot about her. She makes fun of me as a sissy, but I feel at ease when I see her smile." Passerby Ding: "I don't remember. It seems that I was so excited that he couldn't sleep for two days because of his words, 'You are really cute.'" …… Qile keenly discovered that there was a protagonist in these comments, either "he" or "she". Scroll down, there is a passerby comment with as many as 120,000 likes. "Secret love is a person's chaos." Qile still remembered giving him a like. Secret love is a person's chaos. It's so similar. I'm flustered by one of his actions, and happy for a day by his words. His back is on every page of a diary... He knew that Shen Huaian's smile got bigger when he was unhappy, knew that Shen Huaian didn't like eating all animal offal, knew that Shen Huaian liked piano accompaniment for every song he composed, knew that when he was in pain, he would act more normal than usual... Too many. Having a secret love means you suffer, and you deserve it, but what can you say? Pointing at Shen Huaian's nose, he scolded him, "Why do you make me fall in love with you?" At that time, Qile also felt that he was going crazy. Why didn't he confess? He didn't dare. He didn't want his dirty thoughts to be shown in front of Shen Huai'an, just like a patient who had been locked up in a mental hospital all year round, unable to see the light and unable to get out. Later, Shen Huai'an moved. He didn't know where he moved, and his heart felt as if it was being cut with a knife, but there was nothing he could do. When he left, Shen Huai'an didn't express his feelings, he just gave her a hug. The only crush of youthful love in his youth ended vigorously and quietly on this ordinary summer, ordinary afternoon. No one knew that this shady relationship was forever buried under the willow tree named "Tranquility". This secret love was the only failure in Qile's life, and it was also the last time. They are both engaged in music work, so meeting each other is inevitable. Qile thought that this secret love was dead long ago, and no one would ever know that he lost this game, the worst loss. He thought that all the boyish heart palpitations were over and that he would never be moved by anyone again, but he was also wrong. He lost this game. But today, 8 years later, this game has truly come to an end. That was the first time Qile saw Shen Huaian cry, and he cried miserably. The face that always smiled was stained with sadness, and there was an emotion that Qi Le could not see. The man was much taller than him, and if he tried to block him at the top of the stairs to prevent him from leaving, Qile would naturally not be able to leave either. He didn't dare to look directly into Shen Huai'an's eyes, let alone look at him. The genius who was so comfortable playing the piano had no trace of his former dignity. Now he was like a defeated general, full of embarrassment. He tentatively spoke: "Shen Huaian, you..." After saying nothing, he heard a cry: "Qile!" Qile looked up in disbelief and saw a face full of tears. The cold white skin was stained with pain, sadness, and various emotions. He wanted to wipe his tears "What... What happened? Oh... You... Why are you crying..." Qile's heart ached with pain. Seeing the person he loved so much crying in front of him, he had no choice but to use a tissue to wipe Shen Huai'an's tears indiscriminately and stamp his feet anxiously. "I love you so much... Qile... I love you so much..." Buzz—— The tissue in Qile's hand fell to the ground, and he felt dizzy. Shen... Shen Huaian said that he likes her! He couldn't believe it in his dreams. Qile couldn't believe it or accept something he got so easily. "Do you know who you are talking about? You won't like me..." "I don't like you, I love you, it's love... I love you so much that I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy!..." Shen Huaian yelled this with a tearful voice. He looked at Qile, with pain and struggle in his eyes. Now Qile finally figured out what that unexplained emotion was, a love that was uncontrollable and could drive a person crazy. That love comes from him. It turns out that Qile was not the only one to lose in this game. Concept: A boy's secret love is answered