Love is elusive to me.
Sometimes I wonder why it is always said that children choose their parents instead of parents choosing their children. If parents choose their children, I will not be disliked by my parents. No matter how bad my grades are, my parents will not dislike me.
I want to die at dusk because that is the most beautiful part of the day. But I want to die at night, because I know that few people really cry for me. When everyone is sleeping at night, no one cares whether I live or die.
——He Qiusi
Intention: for oneself
