Jiang Yun probably wanted to commit suicide.
He thought this way every day when he was studying in the United States, and he thought this way every day after returning to China. Even earlier, he had this thought when he started studying.
But at the same time, he expected too much. He thought that every time he went to higher school, he would change the pressure his parents put on him.
Jiang Yun always felt that he could grasp hope, but he was always trapped by reality.
And Jiang Qi, whom he could never let go of.
At first, Jiang Yun himself didn't realize that Jiang Qi was his bottom line. For Jiang Qi, he could fight for a result with his suffocating family and even his useless self. At the end of the fight, I felt it was boring, so I just let it go.
After he spent all his efforts to get a degree that he felt could satisfy his parents, Jiang Yun was lost for a long time. He didn't know what to do anymore. He could live his life to the end. He had achieved everything they wanted, and he didn't want to do the subsequent requirements anymore. Living was too tiring.
Walking around every day, taking a breath, eating when I can, sleeping when I can, watching Jiang Qi jumping around, that's all I can do to survive.
Until he met Xiao Cheng.
Jiang Yun felt that Xiao Cheng was a person who lived beyond his own knowledge.
A person who should have a twisted personality and give up on himself actually knows how to enjoy life better than he does.
Magic.
Later, after getting to know him better, he discovered that Xiao Cheng was a treasure.
Until the end, Jiang Yun discovered that Xiao Cheng was a treasure that he couldn't let go of.
Intention: growth