I wrote such hypocritical words to comfort myself. I don't know how much my future self will laugh when I see this, but this is indeed the best memory of my youth.
Because of him.
I hope that time will turn around, and if I can go back to the time when I first met him, then I will definitely not be so direct. At least, we should be able to become friends, right?
It doesn't matter, I firmly believe that the future is very long, and the distance between him and me in life will only get farther and farther, and we may never see each other again.
Then I wish him to fly fast, be free and unrestrained forever, and be the freest person.
You must be happy, my boy.
Intention: secret love