The story begins when Jian Xi was 17 years old. It was the most difficult year for Jian Xi and the most unsatisfactory year for her;
When Jian Xi was 17, she met Xu Chengyan, who was six years older than her, but Jian Xi lost him in just one year. Later, Jian Xi often thought about it and mustered up the courage to add that familiar account back again. Jian Xi thought that he would be the same as before, but everything was different. Maybe it was Xu Chengyan who came back and didn't love her...
"Jian Xi, I recognize you"
"Jian Xi, it's not that you are not good enough"
"Xu Chengyan, you can't feel at ease with an unequal relationship."
"Xu Chengyan, I can't turn back, but I still have to live."
More than ten years later, Jian Xi may live alone with her own child, and she no longer expects anyone to love her or pick her up piece by piece.
Purpose: Life is always unsatisfactory. Even if the boat has crossed the Ten Thousand Mountains, Jane regrets that there is no one else but herself, but she will learn to be her own light.