A novel that takes the world as its starting point... The regrets that I want to make up for, those ridiculous and ridiculed people. Maybe nihilism is still bothering me, but no matter what, I have to start to give them meaning. I once thought that only a grand life could outline the original shape of the world. In fact, it is not the case. When you are alive, you can always find an expected result in the words, a lie with immunity, even in an indifferent direction.
The author's growth experience is the basis for the beginning of the novel, the stumbling life, the people I saw, my feelings, and my life.
Break the fear, watch my sister and I fight my way out of the siege (enclosed with repeated encouragement)
Purpose: Looking for someone to love using the world as the starting point