The Legendary One

I'm posting a comment again after exactly one year. Today is the first anniversary of Ji Zhan's resurrection. I still think of this day last year. The joy I felt at this time was a moment I had never experienced in all the years of reading novels. I was truly happy that a virtual couple could stay together. I invested too much emotion in them. On this day last year, it was the same winter night as in the story. Zhang Chi and I were wearing the same coats and the same noisy air-conditioning and city. At that time, I had given up all hope that Ji Zhan would be resurrected. I basically believed 100% that he was really dead. Then I watched Zhang Chi step by step to the end. On the one hand, I collapsed because I had never read a serious online article about cp that really made the male protagonist completely dead in the end. On the one hand, I couldn't believe that Ji Zhan really died like this, and I felt more and more sad for Zhang Chi and the fate of the story, because from many details, it can be seen that she really still loved Ji Zhan, and she may even have discovered love after killing him. Whether it was in Chapter 362 that she chose to return to Ji Zhan's study after finishing her high-pressure work, sitting on the chair where he sat, staring at a dead ghost in the lonely light and shadow, the figure standing still under the apple tree for a long time, or in Chapter 369 that she dared to say to the priest who would definitely be killed by her, a confession that no third person would ever hear, "I once had a lover." The word was too strong for her. Zhang Chi had too many urgent things to worry about after killing Ji Zhan, and the sword hanging above her head was too close and too capable of piercing her. Being wanted across the country, finding out the owner of the animal, doing the giant trolley problem with different blood, starting a war... So much so that I think whether it was when she kissed him painfully and then shot him, or when he had been dead for months or even a year, Zhang Chi's exhaustion of energy and her own psychological defense mechanism prevented Zhang Chi from truly realizing what this man's death meant to her. She has seen so many people die in front of her, even if this person is Ji Zhan, what is unacceptable? She would use such rational words to convince herself when she was awake... But here, in the church, amidst blood and sin, facing a dying person who would definitely not tell the secret, she looked back and recalled her past life, and suddenly realized that she had regarded that person as her lover - she had really fallen in love with that person. It is only after she kills him that she gradually realizes that she is truly in love with him. But no one except her knows this kind of love, and no one cares about this love. This ending was simply too sad for me to bear, but I still persisted in chasing it to the end, expecting a miracle that was basically impossible. I still remember how on November 20 last year, I realized step by step in disbelief that a miracle could really happen in Chapter 378:) The first opportunity was because when Zhou Yu and Qiliang were chatting, Qiliang asked, "What does she care about?" As a plot creator, I usually write the verb "what does she care about" followed by a certain person. Since this question was raised, it should be answered, but I was only 5% happy when I saw this sentence. What really made me realize that Ji Zhan "can't really live" was the 91.3% Sentence "She finally thought of someone alone." This sentence has also become the most important sentence to me in this book, because when I read this sentence, I realized for the first time that my CP might actually have hope. . . The previous plot was written so seriously that I always felt that it was shameful to hope for their perfect love in such cruelty, and the author's writing style was also very cold at that time. I made various guesses about the author's intentions (I had no idea that the author was actually a lover of he), and thought that it was really impossible, and Ji Zhan must be dead. I read Chapter 378 very slowly, almost word by word, which caused my eyes to focus on each line and move downwards, so when I saw this sentence "She finally thought of someone." I really didn't see the words that followed when Zhang Chi turned around and found a man. Only this sentence gave me enough time to fully interpret this sentence in my mind. My psychological feeling at the time was, would I be too "love-minded" if I thought this "person" was Ji Zhan? But Zhang Chi was recalling Lei Lian and the war, and Qiliang Zhouyu also appeared. This person could only be Ji Zhan. Oh my god, what is he trying to do by recalling Ji Zhan at this time... Wait, wait, etc. Then I looked down and saw "Zhang Chi turned around... In the first cafe, a man wearing a dark gray woolen coat walked out... He had soft black hair, his head was lowered, and his back was as straight as a pine tree"... That paragraph. My heart stopped beating like Zhang Chi, burned like it, and was filled with fireworks. That description can be used to write about myself. By the time Zhang Chi rushed out to call Ji Zhan later, the neurons in my brain had basically realized this fact, so although the level of surprise was still there, it would not be as high as when I saw the sentence "She last thought of someone alone". At the same time, my understanding of Chekhov's gun theory also made me clearly realize that according to the author's style, as long as this content is written at the end of this chapter, no matter whether the man is Ji Zhan or not, Ji Zhan must not be dead, and they will definitely have a good ending. Because if the author wants to write a bad ending, there is no need to write the plot of "Zhang Chi meets a man who looks very much like Ji Zhan". Everything before is enough. Hey, I have been rambling so much. I am so happy when I think of today last year... I still want to go back to that time. For the first time, I will always remember the excitement and joy of a winter night because of an update of a chapter of the novel and a sudden plot change. Even the flashbulb memory allows me to remember the date of that day and want to commemorate it a year later. Thanks to this pair of CPs for giving me a wonderful experience that I have never had in my reading career.

@ Sunset want to watch with syx. I just have time, so I will write another analysis on why it would be a very despairing thing if this article is the real daily life of the two of them. The structure is probably Zhang Chi's problem, Ji Zhan's problem, and how the core of their love is flicked away like smoke in this chapter. As a reader who has spent an average of 2 hours a day indulging in their love from 9.20 Last year to now for more than 365 days, I believe I am at least qualified to talk about this. 1. Why does Zhang Chi's character become very strange in this chapter? First of all, it's not the problem caused by her getting along with Ji Zhan. It's her attitude towards getting along with Lu Yu that reflects that she has completely turned into a serious, rigid, and even dogmatic patriarch. Let's take a screenshot of all the interactions between her and Lu Yu and her reaction to Lu Yu: 1. "Zhang Chi frowned and asked Lu Yu why he had to fight with Zhou Yu." 2. "Gradually, Zhang Chi discovered more weird things about Lu Yu. After coming back from school, she always hugged the terminal and kept seeing it when she fell asleep at night. She began to pay special attention to her appearance and began to buy a lot of highly premium but very popular things, such as stickers, cards, dolls that were 100 times more than the cost price, and limited-edition IP-derived peripherals - she had never done this kind of thing before." 3. "It's really strange. All of them have accepted their own weirdness and uniqueness. Popularity, trend, and fashion are not important and have no impact on their lives. As for Lu Yu, she can run wild on the garbage island. How can she still have to follow the crowd and become the kind of person who finds existence and security by relying on which toys she likes, which idols she worships, and which subcultures she is passionate about." The weirdest thing about this matter is that Zhang Chi has become a person who will severely criticize whatever hobbies his sister has and whatever she likes to do. Her only immediate reaction was described as "a frown." The most obvious contrast to this kind of relationship is Chapter 285: "It's hard to imagine that this place can be called a "playground". Absolutely every place can leave a shadow of childhood on a child—except for children like Lu Yu. Because not only does she have no childhood shadow, she often leaves adult shadows on others. "That kind of humorous, funny and intimate narrative. Of course, using Chapter 285 to compare is too cruel. From the outside, Zhang Chi's image has always been that of a cold, reserved, and unsmiling person. This can also be seen from her ruthless intention to send Lu Yu to a missionary school. But why didn't the image of "Zhang Chi" give people such a sense of alienation, coldness and strangeness at that time? Because of the narrative perspective. No one likes a cold and unsmiling heroine. For hundreds of chapters, Zhang Chi has been narrated by the author from an omniscient perspective, or it can be said to be an internal perspective, that is, we can know Zhang Chi's inner feelings, her sometimes humorous complaints and vivid heart, and we know that when she sent Lu Yu away, she also hoped that she would get better. So what kind of monster has she become in this chapter? Any narrative related to her heart is completely erased. In literary terms, it is a complete external focus and external perspective. We have no idea what Zhang Chi is thinking in her heart. All we can see is her frowning, questioning, and dissatisfaction with Lu Yu's "Why do you want to worship pop?" Moreover, such dissatisfaction will be inexplicable to readers from a modern social perspective: What Lu Yu likes is her business. She likes and can feel happy from it, which is good. Why is Zhang Chi criticizing and doubting when he is facing a powerful enemy? Is she so rigid that she has to take care of this kind of thing? Ji Zhan's "I'm lucky to find something I like" and "I'm not against consumption" later confirmed that Zhang Chi's control was wrong. So what role did the previous interaction between her and Lu Yu (i. E. The quoted part) play? 1. Proposes the core theme of this chapter, consumerism and advocating popular culture, 2. Portrays Zhang Chi as a rigid and indifferent image who is extremely alienated from readers. Why is it said that the portrayal of Zhang Chi in this chapter is completely wrong? Because in this chapter, her relationship with Lu Yu is completely the same as when she was a tyrant who ordered war and had no emotion at all during her dictatorship. If you read Chapter 376 and this chapter, you will find that Zhang Chi's cold and ruthless attitude is exactly the same. "Zhang Chi: "You performed poorly. "Lu Yu raised his head. Zhang Chi: "Same as before. " Lu Yu's calm expression began to show cracks, and she was stunned for a second. Zhang Chi strode towards the isolation room in front, Gedelin followed closely, and Lu Yu quickly followed. " "Zhang Chi: "You know more now than before. " Lu Yu: "I... Zhang Chi: "You should know why he can't come out." The same inhumanity, the same external narration. After so long, Zhang Chi returned to normal life, and even after Ji Zhan came back, her entire state was exactly the same as when she was the coldest and most indifferent. Is this her? If I hadn't read the previous content, just reading this chapter, I would definitely hate this character. Even though I've been loving this book for a whole year and reading this chapter, I couldn't fall in love with the character Zhang Chi in this chapter at all. Cold, distant, never showing emotion, never revealing himself. Chapter 376: What is the ending of Zhang Chi being so indifferent? Chapter 377 She drove herself crazy. But Chapter 377 is a good thing, because she starts to have emotions, she starts to look like a human being, and people become human only when they have emotions. Even the writing of artificial intelligence falling in love with a person means that he starts to have private and vivid emotions. Even if she is going crazy, collapsing, and shouting like a volcano finally erupting in that chapter, this is the moment when she is most real and closest to a person. Based on this theoretical discussion, there is no need to talk about Ji Zhan's relationship with her. Because she is also an indifferent and silent wooden person in front of Ji Zhan. Ji Zhan in this chapter is not even comparable to the white dove that she beat to pieces. The latter at least saw what her trembling and hot emotions were like. Let's talk about Zhang Chi and Ji Zhan. Let's still list the pitiful interactions between the two in this chapter: ""Well," Zhang Chi nodded after thinking for a while, "Maybe. "" "Zhang Chi suddenly laughed. Everything that can be noticed in the city may become a means of marketing. Sometimes, you don't even realize that they are changing your past thoughts - they just keep repeating until you remember them, making you feel that it is normal to buy something or develop a habit that you thought was ridiculous in the past. " "Zhang Chi hesitated and asked: "Do you like fashion? " ""I used to worry about her ability to adapt to society," Zhang Chi laughed again, "Now it seems that maybe it's me... I have only lived one life. " "Zhang Chi couldn't answer. She thought about it for a long time and kept thinking about the action. " Zhang Chi raised his eyebrows: "Huh?" " Emotions overflowing? Where does the emotion overflow? If this is your definition of overflowing emotions, then all I can say is pathetic. The place where Zhang Chi most reveals her softness, dependence, impulse and emotion towards Ji Zhan in the entire article is the first one is when she wants to kiss Ji Zhan before she kills him in Chapter 351. The second place is when Ji Zhan comes back to her at the end of Chapter 381 and she takes the initiative to say that she often has nightmares about him and often feels sorry for him. After Ji Zhan coaxes her, it's all my fault and she has the natural urge to cry because she feels aggrieved after being coaxed. I never thought that Zhang Chi had no feelings for Ji Zhan. If she really didn't, I wouldn't criticize this couple at all. It is precisely because of that example in Chapter 381 that the subtle contrast with this chapter further reveals the strangeness and alienation between the two of them in this chapter, and further reveals that Zhang Chi is a wooden person. Of course, if you want to say that Zhang Chi "laughed" twice, it means her emotions overflowed. Please note that Zhang Chi's description here is based on her attitude towards Lu Yu that I analyzed earlier. That is to say, she has been given a stereotyped and cold character tone in the previous criticism of Lu Yu, so what does the two descriptions of laughter look like at this time? She smiles a lot throughout the text, and the smile of a cold person is also a smile. When was the laugh most similar to the atmosphere of this chapter? Chapter 373: As a tyrant, she is about to use the Eye of Pangu to kill aliens, and the fate of the Silver Republic is in her hands. "Zhang Chi turned around and said softly: "I am thinking about a problem. " She was wearing a military uniform, her hat was taken off, and her eyes were filled with rare softness, but she was not supposed to be a soft person, so she looked like a cover-up of mockery. "What problem? " Zhang Chi: "Do humans deserve freedom? " Merlin said: "Perhaps humans themselves don't want freedom that much. " Zhang Chi raised her eyebrows and began to look at Merlin seriously. "Why do you think so? " Not knowing where he got the courage, Merlin said: "I think this That's the answer you want. " Zhang Chi looked at Merlin quietly. Suddenly, she lowered her head and smiled. " Zhang Chi also "smiled" and "raised her eyebrows" here. Her whole image of a cold tyrant has not changed at all (see the previous analysis with Lu Yu), and the heavy and serious atmosphere has not changed at all. Could you interpret this paragraph as Zhang Chi's feelings are overflowing? Just because the target has changed? Precisely because Zhang Chi's only reaction to Ji Zhan is so similar to her previous tyrant days is the saddest point of her chapter. Also, all her reactions to Ji Zhan ended after raising her eyebrows. Ji Zhan said things like "I want to be liked by you" and "I can look back now", but she had no reply, no reaction, and no description. From this chapter, I can't tell that they are in love at all, and I can't even tell that Zhang Chi likes Ji Zhan at all, his normal reactions and emotions. Let's continue talking about Ji Zhan. I have already analyzed the biggest problem with Ji Zhan's great truth in this chapter. The big truth problem is that the introduction of serious social issues in the humanities will cover up the other content of this chapter. That topic is the most important. In other words, whether Chi Zhan and Chi Zhan love each other is as worthless as dust in this chapter. Paste it directly here: "This kind of worldly attitude has completely invaded and arrogantly invaded all their personal emotions and private lives, making them more likely to discuss certain topics in the world instead of loving each other when they were together. It was obvious that they had basically done nothing in the past twenty years of their lives. The past thing is the latter. Personal emotions and values will not be emphasized at the same time. The appearance of one will overwhelm the other. To put it bluntly, the theme of this chapter is actually fashion and anti-fashion. Ji Zhan and Zhang Chi are just a medium to present this theme, and the novel author borrows it. The characters express a certain theme. The emergence of this theme seriousens all daily life and dissolves all private emotions, making it insignificant under such a grand proposition. The value concept completely overwhelms their so-called love (which is not shown at all) in this chapter. So when I saw Ji Zhan's sentence "It doesn't matter, at least I am willing to be liked by you anytime", my first reaction was that it was very disconnected, and my second reaction was that it was very clumsy and stiff to force a previously profound and unrelated topic to a private topic, as if I was writing and writing and then suddenly realized that I was writing again. It has nothing to do with Zhang Chi and Ji Zhan. He suddenly came up with this sentence to save the atmosphere. At the same time, his sentence seemed illusory because it had no actual support or previous foreshadowing. Two poets/literary writers could fall in love because they share the same love of literary exchanges (Zhang Chi Ji Zhan). The answer to whether they fell in love because they share the same political philosophy is actually no). They may be together because they subconsciously transferred their love for literature and projected it onto each other. But when they really fall in love with each other, their love for "each other" must be better than their love for literature. , Not grafted but really grown out. The feeling of this chapter is that theoretically it should be written about how these two writers fell in love with each other, and then the two began to discuss the theory of New Criticism, and got out of hand, focusing entirely on the content of New Criticism. When did it become popular in Western literary theory? What kind of novels is it widely used to analyze? Its focus of "nothing other than the text" and its difference from author-centered criticism and reader-feedback criticism lie in their analytical focus... Not at all the love between these two literary writers for each other. When Zhang Chi dropped the gun and kissed Ji Zhan in Chapter 351, he was not thinking about fashion and anti-popularity. In Chapter 380, and even every time Ji Zhan repeated the surveillance period in the past two years to try to desensitize himself, but it seemed to be unsuccessful, he was not thinking about fashion. And anti-popularity, a long time ago Ji Zhan lost control because of Zhang Chi and Sai Le's private relationship and asked her, "Do you think I was hypocritical" when I was thinking about being popular and anti-popular? At the end of Chapter 381, when they kissed each other for so long, they were not thinking about being popular and only popular. What their daily relationship shows is the emphasis on values and the extreme downplaying of private emotions. I'm not saying that this is wrong, not like a couple, or that they are sincere, but this kind of relationship shows that they don't value private emotions that much at all. This can be for two reasons: 1. The two of them truly love each other, and their needs for private emotions have been completely satisfied in the past years, so they can rest assured about this, so they can shift their daily interactions to value topics that they are both interested in. This situation can occur in a couple of gray-haired professors of sociology/philosophy/literature who have worked together for many years. But have Zhang Chi and Ji Zhan's emotional needs for each other been deeply satisfied? A person who kills his lover with his own hands and then experiences his resurrection from the dead, a person who looks at the person who loves him and kills himself and finally comes back to love her willingly, will they have almost no need to draw love from each other and love back again, but when they are together, they will be obsessed with discussing anti-fashion, popular culture, and the etho patho logo marketing method used in advertising? If it has not been satisfied but they are not eager to satisfy it, doesn't it mean that they don't pay much attention to this need or do not have this need at all? " Finally, let me say that if this is really my daily life as a CP, then it will be completely meaningless for me to talk about this pair of CPs. The most perfect and touching thing about Chi Zhan's pairing is that the author's biggest label for their relationship is "love and kill each other." I worked on this couple for a year because the author really wrote the tension between them falling in love and killing each other very well. This pair of CPs has a lot to enjoy: 1. The biggest element of falling in love and killing each other. After experiencing betrayal, torture, and pain, Ji Zhan found that he still wanted to love her even if he embraced this pain. Zhang Chi found that even if he was an anti-human lunatic, and even if she was a person who hoped that mankind would have a future, her hatred for Ji Zhan out of protecting mankind seemed to be no match for her completely heartfelt love for him. 2. Zhang Chi's character is very rational and indifferent, and in the end he became a cold and sharp monarch. But such a dangerous, upright, and selfless queen or ruler in the eyes of the people actually has a lover, and she will reveal very personal emotions and attachments to him. 3. Ji Zhan's setting in this article is "a bamboo horse dropped from heaven", that is, they had a very close emotional experience when they were young. The most intimate thing about childhood sweethearts is that even though they have grown up a long time ago, they still have very close, even embarrassing, immature memories of their childhood together. When they grow up, they can make up for the shortcomings that they did not complete when they were young, or they can talk about topics from childhood that only belong to the two of them. Obviously there are so many sweet things in this chapter that can be written about everyday points, but what I chose to present in the end is a discussion on consumerism and pop culture. Excluding the value output part, the two of them got along for less than a hundred words, and they didn't care about each other at all when they got along, and they didn't pay attention to this relationship at all.

After four months, I thought I hadn't read this chapter. After reading it, I was thinking about why the author was so Platonic, and how this chapter seemed to be just two people engaging in philosophy. The author would add his own ideas, and the real xql getting along chapter might not be out yet. I saw Sister Sesame's mixed feelings of sadness and indignation in the comment area, and slowly remembered that I had seen it all before, so I looked through the comments from four months ago, and sure enough, I still thought it was very platonic at the time 😂

"Squeezing one's life experience between 'worthy' and 'unworthy' is a way of living in fear." [Crying] [crying] Oh my God, a wise saying [crying] [crying] I always ask myself if it's worth it, but the more "is it worth it" the more I hesitate and hesitate [crying] [crying] The measurement of "whether it's worth it" is sometimes a kind of "unworthiness" [crying]

Another week has passed for the goddess. You can update. Please, goddess, update a little more about the couple. Just treat it like feeding the dog [crying]

This one chapter really ruined my CP for the rest of my life^^ If I had known I would have begged for this extra chapter for nothing, it would have been better to stop at the first sentence of Chapter 387 than to appear in this chapter. More than 3,000 words can completely destroy my CP. At that time, I really shouldn't hope that an author who hasn't written for a year will still remember what she wanted to express when she picked up the pen. The ending of not remembering it at all is that since everything is unfamiliar, it is better to follow the path and start from telling the truth. Hands on ^^ It's a pity that Jinjiang does not have the function of blocking a certain chapter. Unsurprisingly, this article has the most long comments on Jinjiang's annual report this year. The consequence of devoting every day of my time to this article for the past year and a half is that the existence of this chapter has wasted a year and a half of my entertainment life. It's an unprecedented experience to finally experience what it's like to collapse a house without being a star ^^ If I had known about this chapter a year and a half ago, I wouldn't have read this article, written a long review of more than 30,000 words, and had more than 50,000 fan followers. I would never have spent thousands to specially commission your drawings to make finished products. After I signed the contract with JJ, I didn't write any of my own novels. The result of spending all my efforts and life to make you two fans is that I ended up being fed shit and seeing a lot of stupid people who were so proud that this was not shit. Cognitive dissonance makes me want to ignore this chapter and tell myself that I have loved you for a year and a half. It is delicious and meaningful. Who knows? Time is always meaningful, and my tears and heartbeat for you are still meaningful. After seeing this chapter, I would rather this chapter never appeared. Whether Ji Zhan is really dead and Zhang Chi is forever tormented by the ghost in his memory and throne, or the if line proposed in Chapter 385 that Zhang Chi and he die together and they go to the guillotine and go to hell together are better than this shit-feeding he ending^^ At least one of the hatred and love can be profound. As expected, people cannot be cheap. I will definitely try my best to prevent this chapter from happening before everything returns to April. But who could have known that the vision of the past year would eventually completely destroy my cp? Zhang Chi, the only ending this chapter brings to you is Rilke's sentence: If suffering is not recognized, love cannot be learned.

Damn it, I'm still devastated after watching it again. How could you two be so cold and distant, without any intimacy or passion at all? Loving each other is not important to you at all, is it? It's really killing me

I really like this ending. After reading this chapter again after so long, I am still so inspiring. The author is really great. The light and gentle style of writing creates something profound.

So sweet, so sweet [orange candy] I got it [orange candy] I got it [orange candy] I got it [purple sugar] kswl [purple sugar] kswl [purple sugar] kswl

I've been crying, it's so good to see this, it's so good to have you here, goddess.

Cherish every day that is light and breezy [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] Finish scattering flowers ~ [Fireworks] [Fireworks]

Spreading Flowers, I felt very comfortable watching the whole thing in one go. In fact, I was really moved to tears because of Ji Zhanga before. Now that I am so comfortable, life is so beautiful when there is no more urgency. Please continue to be happy, everyone in this article.

I like it very much and hope to see more works from the author.