Gu Yin felt that after living alone, she became less and less "feminine", and it became less easy to add new things to her life. She even lost the interest in "loving the new and hating the old".
She is not a real bad person, but she is not kind either, nor is she a gentle person. She is just becoming more and more rational and indifferent. It feels good to be a "bad guy" without having to care about other people's opinions or feeling guilty all the time.
In the five years since graduation, Gu Yin has changed three companies. Every time she encounters a more challenging opportunity, she runs away. From this point of view, her luck seems to be good, but she has gradually lost her original ambition. She has always been cautious at work and tried to be friendly to everyone she came into contact with, but this kind of deliberateness that increasingly goes against her true intentions makes her feel nervous and walking on thin ice every day.
Coming to C City was an unintentional choice for her, and coming to Qingshan was completely unexpected, just like the people she would meet later.
"It would be great if I could live a gentle life like you." - "The Gentle Man" by Kenshi Yonezu
Intention: Watch the flowers bloom and wait for them to fall.