Detective Conan Fanfic | Xinlan Sadistic "Side by Side"

If it is said that Xinyi concealed his true identity from Lan, it was to protect Lan. So is this kind of protection a kind of love or a kind of selfishness? If she were from Lan's perspective, could she accept being kept in the dark by Shinichi, being protected by Shinichi, and just being a flower in the greenhouse? However, the orchid in my mind is not a delicate rose that cannot withstand wind and rain, but a sunflower full of vitality that always grows towards the sun. Perhaps only Shinichi who has experienced the struggle and pain of waiting can truly understand the bitterness in Lan's heart. Perhaps only when Lan saw with her own eyes the pain of death that Shinichi endured due to Drug A, could she truly understand Shinichi's good intentions. Perhaps, only when there is no concealment and deception between Shinichi and Ran, can they truly understand the meaning of "together". Intention: Are feelings full of concealment and deception really enough to withstand all difficulties?