Mine Clearance: This book is developed in the form of poems and memories. It is not a novel type in the popular sense. It may not meet everyone's expectations. It can be read as a story (I will write another popular article on this basis later)
She needs to ask others over and over again if they love me, ask for proof of being loved over and over again, and use these proofs to survive one unbearable night after another.
She is not unhappy, but those long dark nights in the past have always shrouded her, torturing her one ordinary day after another, who thought she had escaped from the abyss. She has tried her best to forget those past, but they always come back to stimulate her at night, making her fall into the abyss filled with the past.
The proof of love is not a number card leading to freedom and happiness. The proof of love is the last thin thread that holds her and prevents her from falling into the abyss.
She said, you have to save yourself from fire and water again and again. If the abyss pulls you, you will stare back. No one can push you into the abyss except yourself, and no one can save you.
"Okay" was not a firm response. She tried, abandoning the past again and again, and falling into the abyss again and again. However, she wanted to respond to her with a free self.
In the last safe area near the abyss, she looked at her and said, "I really want to hug you." This was the first time she made this request, or it might be the last time. She hugged her gently and patted her back, "I believe in you, I have never been disappointed in you."
She traveled through several time and space, rewinding and starting over again. The only one who came out of the abyss was herself, and there was no other person.
Above the abyss, there are proud bones, but below the abyss, all the bones are withered.
Intention: Only you can pull yourself out of the abyss