Don't dismantle CP
I wore a book, and I wore a book that I had never read! That's not the worst!
I even dressed up as a doormat and was forced to suffer the persecution of the feudal dregs! Is it my fault that I was born to a concubine who fell out of favor? Is it my fault that my long-term lack of love and rejection has made me withdrawn and unlovable? Is it my fault for refusing to marry someone I don't like?
I can't live another day like this! Want to show off? Oh, it's impossible. When I came here, I was busy running away from marriage, busy being punished for quarreling with others, busy learning to draw, and busy doing homework that should have been my original job.
Oh, I forgot to mention that Jiang Le was originally a woman who was extremely talented in painting. She first showed up at that time. She studied under Lin Yue, a famous master at the time, and was Lin Yue's only disciple. Lin Yue is the heroine of this book. And I knew nothing about painting, so the difficulty of being in it was understandable. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I ignored the system requirements and told them decisively that I had lost my memory. I wanted to just let it go, but my master Lin Yue didn't want me to let it go and said that he would take me to start from scratch. I was very upset!
I can't live a day longer. I am hesitant, I struggle, I am angry, I run into rage, I drink loudly, I defy the sky and the earth, I almost forget who I am? What do I want for myself? What should I do for myself?
In the day after day of hesitation and struggle, in the days of meeting different people one after another, I actually gained something. It is better to face things positively than to blame others, and it is better to enjoy the present than to cling to the past.
Charlatan × Art Student
Purpose: Enjoy the moment