Qi Ai remembered that when she was Lili, she lived with Ling on a very large grassland, with Yang and Xue, her black cat that could not reflect sunlight, and her snow-white rabbit.
Live happily and comfortably.
They were very simple then, really very simple.
But she still couldn't understand the love Ling said and the emotion in his eyes. She only knew that Ling was very sad, really sad.
The longer they stayed together, the less she could understand the sadness.
She just indulged in the love that the spirit gave her, a love that was overwhelming but that she could never seem to understand.
She has no heart.
So, she finally decided to leave and enter the mortal world as a god, hoping to learn from humans what love is and how to love.
She just thought that if she learned it, she would come back. But she thought too simply.
As soon as she left the spirit, she fell into the turbulence of time and space. Gradually, she lost all ability to control time and space and became as fragile as an ordinary soul.
At the same time, longing for Ling swept over her, like a slap in the face several times.
She gradually realized that she really just didn't understand. It turned out that she had always loved Ling as deeply as the spirit loved her.
Fortunately, she always remembered one thing: spirit is the spirit of nature, which can control nature and evolve from nature itself.
Therefore, the mortal Qi Ai swore to the sky: "From today on, nature and spirit will be the way I pursue."
Intention: She will die in early 2021.