Sun Yi's childhood was unfortunate, but also lucky.
She became the trigger for her parents' divorce.
The father placed all the "blame" on her, who was not his son.
Fortunately, fortunately, she has a sister who has always been humble and protective of her.
Sun Yi was very rebellious in his adolescence.
She stubbornly proved herself despite her mother's disappointment again and again.
She wants to tell her mother that even if she is not her son, she can still do it.
The adult Sun Yi finally got the approval of his parents.
This process is too long and too arduous.
She felt her mission should end there.
She wants to live like what is written in the book:
"Things are things without being things."
"I came out of the darkness, but I still couldn't touch the light that seemed so heart-warming.
So I returned to the darkness again.
At that time the desire for light gradually disappeared.
I know everyone will leave and no one can stay.
I know I'm not a good kid.
I'm not a good friend either.
Maybe someone like me...
So I became a smiling tiger.
While I was able to deal with people with ease, they also remembered that I was a tiger.
Rather than a paper tiger.
That time, as usual, I had insomnia in the middle of the night.
Lying in bed tossing and turning.
But something seems to be different from usual.
Yes, I remember taking medicine,
I got it from a psychiatrist by pretending to be nice.
Yes, I faked my death.
The man was stunned. He never thought that such a thing would happen.
The man was sitting in another room.
The man suddenly lost his energy.
This is what "she" told me after I woke up.
Tell me how that person reacted.
After that, that person's attitude towards me was very different from before.
But the gap between us, when it cracks, it cracks.
How to make up for it?
Do you want to make up for it?
Or so be it
It should be fine if I run away from here and stay away from that person.
But is it really her fault?
She is nothing more than an infatuated poor person. "
Main point of view: the heroine Sun Yi. The male protagonist Jin Tu (tu second voice) appears slowly and grows slowly.
It's a one-way redemption that both parties think is possible.
The appearance of Jin Tu illuminated Sun Yi's life, which was short-lived, but also eternal.
Intention: Growth, positivity