Ji Lu: My life now is like a piece of rotten meat, already rotten. The rotten smell has already seeped into my body and mind. And she is so bright and beautiful, I can't let her fall into this abyss.
Ruan Qiuluo: Ah Lu, do you know that I am not what you see? My heart is extremely dark. I have been in darkness for many years without seeing a trace of sunshine every day. But after meeting you, she opened up a piece of wasteland and slowly sprouted.
She needs your nourishment, without you she will die.
They say
Don't expose your scars, live a happy life
However,
i know you,
The pen rises and falls, but the shabby writing style cannot describe your glory.
The devastated and corrupt soul will sprout when it meets you.
You stand on the edge of clarity and numbness
You can't fall and you can't escape
I think,
That moment is the happiest in your life
No regrets, no complaints
life is light
I can illuminate you a little before I burn out
That's all I can do
Purpose: Xunli's country will live and die by