Orchid Grass Blooms in Spring

I seem to be used to it, Accustomed to expectation, Accustomed to longing, Also used to longing I seem to be used to it, Get used to being negative, Accustomed to decadence, Also used to despair To learn, Neither sad nor happy, Neither happy nor worried, It turns out that I have been adapting Intention: Positive and uplifting