"If you give it to me,
It's the same as what's given to others,
Then I don't want it."
—Sanmao
The lack of family affection makes her reluctant to trust others. Rather than believing, she feels that it is deception.
She came from an unfortunate family and was displaced all the way.
Until she met Bida,
Just an accidental eye contact,
Just this one glance,
It will be better than ten thousand years.
Purpose: Break the constraints