Broken Dreams

Slow-warming loyal puppy x heart-locking loving kitten Yun Shuyi hasn't been back for a long time This seems to be the fourth year The furnishings of the rental house have not changed, they are still the same as they were four years ago. There was thick dust on the bedside, but the cabinet was clean. Yun Shuyi saw the recording doll bear he gave to Zhou Yu He lied four years ago. He broke through Zhou Yu's secret, and he thought he had the ability to take responsibility for his recklessness. But no. Yun Shuyi is not a talkative person. When he first met Zhou Yu, he even thought that Zhou Yu was the most talkative and out-of-the-box person he had ever seen in his life. Until he saw Zhou Yu's expressionless face typing those extremely funny jokes and sending them to others, until he saw the layers of scars on Zhou Yu's arms and thighs, until he saw Zhou Yu's medical certificate and a cabinet of medicine bottles. Yun Shuyi thought, Zhou Yu was broken in his heart. It turns out he's not really that happy, it turns out he's not really that talkative, it turns out he's dying. When he crashed into him, Zhou Yu saw such an expression on Zhou Yu's face for the first time. He was not angry or speaking, just endless silence and helpless exhaustion. Later, Yun Shuyi often wanted to change clumsily. Maybe he succeeded, but he was too timid, he thought. He gave up halfway, there was nothing he could do. I can't remember that one day, Yun Shuyi watched Zhou Yu smoking on the rooftop. The footsteps were so light that Zhou Yu didn't hear them. Until Yun Shuyi was very close, Zhou Yu was a little surprised to see him. His fatigue passed quickly and he soon put on a smiling face. Yun Shuyi didn't say anything. It was early summer, but he felt cold all over. Zhou Yu's blood flowed all over his arm He didn't hide it, he understood that it was meaningless. Since he already knew it, it didn't matter. It was quiet for a long time, so long that Zhou Yu thought he would never speak again. "Does it hurt?" Very abrupt Zhou Yu laughed for a long time, until tears came out of his eyes "You're so interesting, this is the first time someone asks me" He shook his head "It doesn't hurt" He knew he was clumsy, so Zhou Yu's gift was a little bear Yun Shuyi looked at him and said "Tell him how sad you are." Zhou Yu accepted it Just saying that Yun Shuyi is not allowed to listen …. It's been four years Yun Shuyi picked up the old bear Too old, not as beautiful as it was at the beginning He originally wanted to put it back But the doll is too old, and it starts playing long-ago recordings after being touched a little bit. The sound quality is not clear But I can hear Zhou Yu's voice. Yun Shuyi has been thinking about this voice for four years. "Tsk, so stupid... Is Yun Shuyi a fool for giving me this crap?" "Hello...? Can I give you a name?" "I'll call you Mengmeng from now on.." The recording is intermittent and cannot be heard clearly. Yun Shuyi pressed the button again He listened to a lot. Most of Zhou Yu's emotions were not negative. Most of them recorded jokes or irrelevant and funny things. Until the last one The doll makes a beep "This is the last one. Please record new sounds after listening!" Start playing, there is no human voice, only the rustling noise Yun Shuyi thought, maybe he recorded it by mistake. When he wanted to put it back, the sound rang out It's Zhou Yu's mother's voice "Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu, what are you doing!" Then there was the sound of iron pieces falling and things being knocked over. "Hey, 120! My son cut his wrist, please come and save him. His address is..." Then she cried anxiously and called Zhou Yu's name Yun Shuyi listened intently, he heard it, Zhou Yu cried and said sorry, cried "Mom, don't save me" … Purpose: A story of healing