This is the story of a real gay and a "fake straight man".
A poor male college student inadvertently committed a taboo against gays - falling in love with a straight man.
A straight man who pretends to be aloof and easily shy has become possessive of a boy. He doesn't want him to be cold to him and can't bear to see him being close to others. He does ideological work for himself every day and succeeds in bending himself.
Lin Yuan and his mother depended on each other and lived a poor life. Cheng Chen's family is well off and happy, but he doesn't want to suffer family breakdown.
Lin Yuan's sensitive self-esteem and Cheng Chen's awkward personality that cannot face his own emotions make their love difficult.
"My name is Lin Yuan, the Yuan of the abyss."
No one fell into the abyss, they all gave each other a helping hand.
Intention: The world kisses me with pain, but I embrace you with love.