Mu Xi thinks about it all the time: Why did she fall in love with Jieye?
Flowers grow out of contradictions, and deep love has no answer.
The only way to verify this is to try to love her a little more when you want to leave Jieye. Love is at the end of its rope and there is no other way out.
Concept: The tug of love under realism, the triumph of love over bread.