When I thought of writing "I ended this journey only by straightening myself out", it was when I was being hurt again and again. I gently picked up the text with my toes, afraid of disturbing it, afraid of waking up, and even more afraid of accidentally disturbing a certain place with my cold fingers. I struck carefully, and carefully put my heart like water in Youlan's words. Every word made me feel pain. My thoughts drifted tangledly from the past to the present.
The past events are vivid in my mind, "You don't necessarily have to love someone, but please be kind to her when you have her." Maybe the lesbian world I described is not necessarily the real lesbian world, but the story is real, with too many emotional entanglements and too many friendships. All life depends on these. As told in the following story. Lara is also an ordinary person. She cannot escape from the society around her and can only be buried in the mainstream of society. This place is an abyss with no bottom, and those who come in are miserable. Lala, this large group of people, dares to pursue their own things and have their own world for their own lives and their own happiness.
Purpose: To commemorate the first half of Lily's life