Xu Yan's diary
I have a lover. She is broken and clumsy, but it doesn't matter. I just love her. I feel that her world is dark, so my wish is to become the sun of her little world. She likes to eat a certain brand of chocolate. I have seen her eating it with tears. It was gray that day and she was also gray. So much so that I regret now that I could not hug her and tell her not to be sad. I will always be by her side. Then I will buy her a lot of chocolate.
Sometimes when she sees a skinny orange cat in a small cage in the flower and bird market, she will say to me: Ayan, can we raise a kitten together in the future? But I can't even raise it myself. It doesn't matter. I want to keep both you and the kitten. I also remember that when she bought food for her homeless grandma, grandma cried and she cried too. You idiot.
She would sometimes murmur: "Ayan, what will happen to a poor person like me?" "Your future is bright and brilliant." "What about you?" "I will always be by your side." Yes, I will always be by Xiao Fu's side. Sometimes she can't sleep, but she doesn't want to tell me why she suffers from insomnia. She sometimes cries, but I clearly remember that she was very happy just a second ago. Why? I obviously made a wish: I hope Chen Fu is happy every day, but why is she still unhappy? It's a lie.
Ayan will always be with Xiaofu.
Xiaofu is happy every day.
Intention: me