（ (Yagyu Ren) Substitute （柳生仁）替 by Su Zhu (苏竹) StatusCompletedLength4k WordsChapters5GenreDanmei (BL)Updated16y agoSourceJJWXC Request a translation Stats 49Favorites1.5kClicks / chapter7Comments Tags ThemeEastern FanfictionPOVBottom-Lead (Shou)Age13+ Synopsis If I can lose you, then I would rather lose myself. Conception: Show more More by this author （ (Yagyu Hitoshi) Year of the Bamboo Su Zhu （ (DH) Old Things Su Zhu 荏 Elapse Su Zhu M Memory Su Zhu 暗 Anlan Su Zhu （ (TF) Marshmallow Su Zhu （ (Yagyu Ren) No Solution Su Zhu （ (DH) Wrong Track Su Zhu