Life is like a game, it's just a matter of how long it takes. Some people would say that I am very happy in this life, but what is "happiness"? Everyone wants to achieve happiness, but no one can truly grasp it! And I don't want to be bound by it! Happiness, the so-called "happiness" in the eyes of mortals, is actually equivalent to losing freedom, living in one place forever, staying with your family, having a good job, getting married and having children in the future, and then waiting to die... And finally continuing the cycle of reincarnation in the next life. That kind of "happiness" is something I disdain!
I am a real two-faced person. I am a good student in the eyes of my teachers, but in fact I am a "little devil" in private. My family is relatively wealthy. My parents have sent me to a good school since I was a child and given me the best learning environment; and my grades have always been among the best. For a student, that should be the most enviable thing. However, I never feel happy... The days are boring, doing the same things and the same dreams every day.
I have been an introverted child since I was a child. I don't like communicating with others. In everyone's eyes, I am just better-behaved than the average boy. In fact, I just don't want to have anything to do with those hypocritical people!
However, I like painting and dream of becoming a painter when I grow up - living a wandering life as a wandering painter. Only when I talk about painting, my cold heart will beat violently and my eyes will emit a special light. It's just that my life... I don't know how to grasp it, and I have lost many opportunities.
Until one day, God seemed to play a little joke on me... My life took a 360-degree turn.