It's a long road, I'm heading towards the future and living in the past.
I can't escape the prison of memories. I always reminisce about the past, and when I miss it, I lose the present moment. I always imagine what my life should be like, but every time I fantasize, I get further and further away from the self in my imagination. It's a if only if every time, pretentious but extremely mediocre.
Purpose: Live in the present