Jiang Haochuan, a depressed patient with severe depression and anxiety.
He never thought he would meet a good girl during his sophomore year of high school.
This girl's name is Xu Lujiu.
She has always been very kind to him and often brings him sweets.
Finally one day he felt an emotion that he didn't even understand.
What is that? Do you like it?
Jiang Haochuan didn't know either. He was ignorant and unknown about feelings.
But that girl was like a beam of light, attracting him, making him want to catch that beam of light.
Who would reject the existence of light?
It is impossible for anyone to deny the existence of light.
Without exception, even though he didn't know what the feelings were, he still chose to follow that light and fell in love with her.
Under the warmth of that beam of light, he slowly opened his heart to her.
Revealing the unhappiness that he had never dared to show to anyone, but only to her, he believed that she would not abandon him.
But after all, he was the only one who believed it.
He did something wrong and hid something from her.
As if she was taking revenge on him, Xu Lujiu also hid some things from him, but these were what she had, and she just didn't want to tell him the bad news.
In the end, his Jiujiu also left him because of the pain.
Only two daughters, who grew more and more like her, were left, dragging him and not letting him go with them.
——Jiang Haochuan looked at the two daughters who looked more and more like her, and suddenly his heart ached and tightened: "Xu Lujiu, what are you worried about? I have two daughters who look so much like you, surrounding me, saying that I hope I find a better one, but at the same time, I am afraid that I will forget you. I am afraid that I will forget you and you will come back..."
But she can never come back.
She once said, "What God owes you, one day he will pay you back double."
What kind of repayment?
Oh.
Take away his Jiujiu and give him two children who look like Jiujiu?
He really likes his daughter and hopes to have a daughter like her.
But what he wants more now is that his Jiujiu can always be by his side.
She devoted everything she had to loving him...
In fact, she was just afraid that one day she would leave and he would do something stupid.
[Sunny and lively Xu Lujiu × Jiang Haochuan, a bipolar disorder patient who longs for redemption]
Intention: Be is the normal state of the world