Sleeping Light

The first time Shen Man met Yun Zhimian was one morning during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination. The girl was holding a glass of iced cocoa in her hand, and her eyes were shining like stars when she looked at anyone. The young man was still ignorant, but from now on, he never dared to forget the girl's appearance. -- In the eyes of Yun Zhimian and others, Shen Man will always be a character like the protagonist of a novel. Good grades, good looks, and good personality. While being positive, life and study have always been what others say is the "least of worries". However, not long after, she fell from the altar, and everyone's opinions changed. The girl who was excellent in the past and was often talked about by teachers became a negative example who went astray and gave up halfway. But Yun Zhimian said that she will always be the most special and powerful existence in the world. No one is qualified to deny her except Shen Qian herself. -- In Yun Zhimian's eyes, Shen Man is always positive and strides forward on the road of life. But one rainy day later, on the way to buy teaching aids, she saw Shen Man squatting on the side of the road with a cigarette in his hand. The side face of the girl is cold and indifferent, and the smoke is floating in the void. Like a decadent and rotten gardenia on a rainy night. She stood in front of the girl. "Shen Man." She calls her name. In the misty rain, the two looked at each other. At this moment, time stretched infinitely. Amidst the patter of rain, Yun Zhimian reached out to her. All the sounds in the world disappeared, and she said to her: "Come with me." -- Shen Man sank slowly in the darkness. No one noticed her despair through the darkness, and no one could save her. There is no light, no sound, everything is so hopeless that it seems that there is no way to escape. The emotions accumulated to the extreme, and finally on a weekend, she broke out and ran away from the extremely sick family like crazy. She couldn't get rid of the suffocation, and the rain was pouring down. She squatted on the roadside with a cigarette in her mouth, and her heart fell down with the smoke. A pair of white shoes suddenly appeared in his line of sight. As if she felt something in her heart, she raised her head suddenly and met a face that seemed calm and surprised at the same time. The girl looked down at herself, the emotion in her eyes was unpredictable. At this moment, she is the bright sun hanging high in the sky, but she is a bedbug in the sewer that is dark and cannot see the light of day. Yun Zhimian called her name, but she didn't dare to answer. Afraid of being disliked, and even more afraid of disappointing her, he just walked away. Time stretched infinitely in the hazy rain, and the world seemed to be pressed in slow motion. Then, the girl in sight stretched out her white hand. It was obviously a rainy day, but she saw such a dazzling and warm light blooming behind her. She was caught off guard and fell into a light while she was in a dark and endless sleep. Between the warm packages, she heard her say: "Come with me." -- She thought that being caught in her decadent appearance would only make her disappointed and disgusted. But in fact, seeing Shen Man like this for the first time, Yun Zhimian only felt the pain in his heart. (Campus secret love article, he) (1. It's not a sweet story, but there is a lot of abuse in Shen Man's family. Shen Man suffers from moderate depression, which will be cured in the later stages, and has always been well protected by her lover Yun Zhimian. 2. Don't fall in love in high school, fall in love after college entrance examination Warm reminder: Regarding the feelings of depression, anxiety and other times, I personally felt and wrote them during a very dark period in the past. The feeling at that time was almost like this. The degree of illness was not serious. The psychological feelings of each patient are different. I hope you can understand. Thank you! Secondly, I also hope that everyone can live happily, and I also hope that everyone can pay more attention to those around them who have emotional problems. I hope the world will always be beautiful. ) Purpose: Bravely confront doubts and negative emotions, and strive to become better