He was involved in a god's farce. He needed colleagues to experience all kinds of lives in it. By fulfilling his wishes for the original body, he would gain time, which could allow him to return to reality or be exchanged for various things.
His feelings for a person are very complicated and contradictory. They are half-hearted, but because of the god's game, they are separated. They rush to each other. They are two lonely souls embracing each other.
Intention: None