The idea comes from Chapter 66 of the original book, "Gu Yun is his lifelong comfort, but according to normal development, this life will probably end here. He has confessed his feelings so far, and Gu Yun has spoken out in the softest and most euphemistic way in his life. With Chang Geng's self-esteem, he will never have any substantive entanglement with him again... Chang Geng has been used to restraint since he was a child, and as long as he is not crazy, he will continue to restrain himself until death."
If it hadn't been for that kiss when the city was broken, Chang Geng would not have taken that step. He still kept a clear mind that he knew that he had completely unrealistic expectations for Gu Yun, and tried hard to avoid suspicion... His thoughts about Gu Yun and the distance of thousands of mountains and rivers would torture him over and over again. Without this redemption, would Ur Bones really crush him?
Intention: pen and ink can rectify things that are difficult for me to rectify