My name is Yang Lan and I am in my thirties. My child is nine years old and in fourth grade. I got divorced the year before last and now I am living alone with my two children.
Saturday, December 24th last year. The child goes to grandma's house as usual. I went to take the National Graduate Admissions Examination.
At 4pm on February 21st, I was holding my phone and nervously waiting for the score checking system to open.
Finally! At about 4:55, I saw the entrance to the passage change from gray to green. I held the crumpled admission ticket with trembling hands and counted it up one by one.
Click to query——369 points
My heart suddenly hit rock bottom, and I skipped the liberal arts major. Last year's retest line was 382, and this year it has only increased.
Failed again….
Yes, failed again. I had already failed once the year before last. I had just gotten divorced that year, and after five or six years of being a housewife, I was kicked out overnight. Maybe because I felt pity for my mother-in-law, she finally came out and said something fair, and gave me the child and let me keep the house where we lived.
I know, everyone will ask. After all, you have graduated with a bachelor's degree, but you haven't saved a penny after being married for so many years?
Well, I didn't save a penny, I filled all the holes...
The house we live in is his monthly loan repayment, not mine. I don't have a job and can't make money, and even if I go to court, I can't fight for the custody of my child.
After the divorce, he paid 3,000 yuan a month as alimony. From the beginning, I relied on the 3,000 yuan to live with my daughter. He must have become prosperous in recent years. He bought a suite in the south building and moved his mother there.
Later, the reason why I came up with the idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination was because I had no choice but to find a job!
Occasionally one day, a piece of news popped up on my phone. A security guard in his forties was admitted to graduate school. At that time, I seemed to have found a way out of a desperate situation.
Intention: Never give up on yourself and hope at any time