If, in Banna, he had run to look for Chen Guanqi when he could still see his eyes, would everything in front of him still be so bad?
The word "if" has become the two saddest words in Chen Pianyan's life.
Gradually, he felt a kind of acceptance, which was like compensation for the debt on his conscience.
I have been silent for sixteen years while watching chess. I am silent because I haven't seen him for sixteen years.
When we met, we acted ruthlessly and acted foolishly, but our words became softer, "Have I changed? If I hadn't been abandoned by you in Banna, what would I have been like?"
He asked this question on countless desperate nights. I asked from Banna to Guizhou, then from Guizhou to Yucheng, and never asked again. He has to let himself go and let himself go before he can let others go. Among others, Chen Pianyan was the first.
Intention: One thought becomes a devil, one thought becomes a Buddha. Life is uncertain, so be careful where you go.