"I know my thoughts are naive, but the reality is too painful..."
Ever since, I fell into this endless abyss
I hope someone/no one pulls me up
I admit that I wanted to run away at first, because I didn't expect that there was a world called "Dream".
Three choices that I don't know when will come up. Can I make a choice that I won't regret?
So for the first time, I chose to leave the dream and return to reality.
After struggling in reality for a while, I made my second choice
I fell into a long sleep, not knowing when I would wake up or when I would have the third choice.
In the dream, I was broken into countless pieces like ceramics
"If I am a child made of ceramics, then who are you? Forget it, you can answer me when we meet next time."
This is the last thing I said to Lu in reality
One day, I disappeared, and no one remembered me after that.
The dream god and dream demon took over this dream
Later, more and more ceramic shards appeared, and "my" dream became lively.
"Wake up" the dream god found me, but she failed to wake up "me"
When I opened my eyes, the "dream demon" was sitting next to "me"
After that, I looked at the "dream demon" who didn't know when he would wake up, and suddenly I wanted to escape.
The Forgotten Doll patted my shoulder, disrupting time and space and pulling me to before the second choice. I couldn't help but wake up a lot, and my memory of reality finally became clear.
"Jiajia, the SPCA's job is to take care of homeless animals. There is an animal called snipe, so the SPCA takes care of homeless snipe."
I found Lu Xinye, and I wanted to know if I was homeless like she said.
Facts have proved that people's hearts should not be verified casually.
"I will never trust anyone again! I hate you!"
When I heard her say that, I left her without looking back.
"People always have to give up something in this life." "Including me?" "Yes, including you."
I pretended to have had such a conversation with the real her in my memory.
Suddenly, I felt blood splattered on my face. I wanted to run back, but found that I was in a void
I understand, "I" was plotted by myself
I ran like crazy and finally found my way out.
I looked at Lu's body and thought it was too late to regret it.
Wake up again
When I came back again, I found that she was no longer there
Why? Why can't you wait for me?
Why can't you just wait for me?
As long as... Just wait a little longer, I will be there...
She died, where should I go?
I'm really homeless now
I returned to my dream and locked myself in this virtual world again
"If I am a child made of ceramics, then who are you? Forget it, you can answer me when we meet next time."
It's just that I can't seem to find you...
Maybe we have already met, but we will eventually forget.
The Bilibili accounts are the sober dream god, the sleepy dream demon and the crying porcelain doll. Currently there are only these three
This series of songs is released on station B from time to time
One book may not be complete, so I divided it into two and wrote this one first.
Updated from time to time
I have rewritten it countless times, and I don't want to rewrite it again.
I may post the novel on other websites, but I will always talk about it on Station B.
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