①. This is December 1, 2005, when I was born.
But what greeted me was nothing but the doctor's hands and my crying. I have never met my parents since the day I was born...
Grandma said she was dead, she was all dead; the aunt at the entrance of the village said she was leaving, I don't want you; the children in the village said, I am the son of a murderer. They kept talking to each other, and I grew up abnormally in this nonsense.
②. This is December 1, 2015. I am ten years old.
That day, my grandma cooked me a bowl of longevity noodles and gave me ten yuan. I happily ran to the small shop at the entrance of the village, but saw... I ran home scared.
Grandma fell in a pool of blood... Standing next to him was the man in the photo on the wall.
③. On December 1, 2016, I was eleven years old.
Today I went to visit my grandma at her grave and told her: I was sent to an orphanage by the village chief. It was so big there, there were children to play with, and teachers who were just like my mother. Of course, I didn't actually know what my mother was like, I just heard other people say so. Everything is fine here, except for one old man.
④. On December 1, 2017, I was twelve years old.
I know who that old man is—the dean.
He was really weird and weird and he liked to lead the older boys or girls into their offices. They said they were discussing adoption, but every time anyone who went in would become silent.
Shouldn't it be a happy thing to be adopted?
⑤. On December 1, 2022, I will be seventeen years old.
I met a guy who was two years older than me, so he had been in the office. I was curious, so[] I asked him today and he responded "I hope you get adopted out soon and never get taken in."
⑥December 1, 2023
I was adopted…
Purpose: May there be no nightmares in heaven