I don't know if I can write. . .
Zhou Fengnian spent most of her life reconciling with her true self and learning to accept her true heart, because she knew that Shu Qing would never take that step. If she didn't break through that embarrassing shell, she and Shu Qing would be dead. But even if she broke through, there was too much distance between them, and there was still little hope. But Zhou Fengnian didn't want to give up. She wanted to hold on to that glimmer of hope, just like a drowning person holding on to the last chance of life.
Zhou Fengnian feels that the world is too bitter. For her, only comfort is sweet.
Those who appear cowardly are brave, those who appear flamboyant are timid.
Intention: I love you regardless of gender