"In the past, Xiao Jing never thought about what the future would be like." Xiao Jing said this at the press conference.
"When I was a student, my teachers told me I was hopeless."
"I thought so too. I was lawless at the time, and I never thought about what the final future would be like."
"I feel like I'm living in a quagmire with no light to save me."
"When I thought my life was about to end, God suddenly favored me as a child."
Xiao Jing didn't say, maybe he was a beam of light to Bai Yan.
When they first met, Bai Yan told him that no one could define good or bad. In his eyes, Xiao Jing will always be a good boy.
The light shined on Bai Yan that day, and he shone in Xiao Jing's heart.
"Teacher, I'll help you get into the University of Political Science and Law. Can you be my boyfriend?" Before the college entrance examination, Xiao Jing asked Bai Yan. Bai Yan didn't say anything but her meaning was in silence. The love that the two knew well was suddenly missed.
Later, Xiao Jing became a lawyer, had a girlfriend, and received Bai Yan's blessing when he got married.
"That's great, you can be together forever.
Ten years later, Xiao Jinglai attended Bai Yan's funeral. The redemption of his youth lay in an empty box, beneath blooming white flowers.
Only then did he realize that it was his lover's most blatant love: "Go forward without any gossip behind you, and never live in the quagmire. "
They are both cowards, living only in the shadow of love, but their childhood sweetheart took on everything for him.
So the end of the story is: You are my depression,
I am your whitening cream.
BE.
Purpose: cherish the present moment