When I was working in a TV station, I met Li Muyan during an interview at work. As the new person in charge of reception at the hospital, Li Muyan helped me communicate about the interview. The two got to know each other and started dating, going mountain climbing, outings, and camping, a series of interesting but embarrassing experiences.
I spent my childhood without the care of my relatives or the company of my parents, and I suffered from severe depression and sleep disorders. As a result, I had a perverse and extreme personality, and often ignored other people's feelings. As the two of us got to know each other longer, more and more problems emerged in me, and Li Muyan gradually lost patience and confidence in me.
On the 300th day of our acquaintance, I became worried about gains and losses, sensitive and suspicious, thinking that we had gone from first acquaintance to acquaintance, from pleasure to unhappiness, from talking about everything, to having nothing to say. From what I thought was just friendship at first, it slowly turned into love that requires a confirmed relationship.
I decided to take the plunge and confess my love to her, not knowing that this would become my worst decision to date.
I started cooking for her, writing poems, painting, taking photos, and writing a confessional novel, telling her that I remembered the details of every time we met, every memorable moment, how I felt about her, what I thought about her, and what I wanted to do.
But I always wanted to express myself, but I never thought about my shortcomings, the differences between us, and her thoughts and feelings.
Therefore, this novel is not a long confession letter, but a heartfelt apology.
What I want to save is not love, but our precious friendship.
I hope her life will become a little different from others because of my appearance.
Purpose: This is a story adapted from real experiences. There is no bizarre plot. It is just a silly child who wants to express a life experience about love, friendship and family affection.