The Absurd 18 Years End Today

++Personal experience, it is very drama. The article omitted most of the drama plots due to the preference for boys over girls. The reality will only be more drama. You can discuss and question it, but please don't feel the same way as me. I feel like we are brothers. This is terrible. A collection of personal growth essays, updated again to reflect the relaxed scientific research life after the postgraduate entrance examination. I'll be happy to share it with you all then! ^_^ Say goodbye to 7 years and study for a Ph. D. (23Rd candidate) ++Ah, I didn't explain clearly the reason for the divorce. It was because my mother had been sterilized and I was the last child. There were no boys in the family, and my grandparents committed suicide. The family had a little money, because my parents were in love for the first time. They worked hard together in business in the early days, caught up with the dividends of Shenzhen's development, and bought a house. Therefore, my grandparents were not willing to let a girl inherit the family property, and even wanted to adopt the child to my father and leave it to my mother to raise. In this case, my dad was just a stupid filial son. Because he was the only college student in the family, he shouldered the burden of the family and was obedient to his parents and even his brothers and sisters. They had millions in gambling debts and they relied on my father to sell their houses to repay... One of them pretended to be mentally ill for 17 years and cheated. 460,000 (I don't know if you know what 460,000 was in the period from 80 to 2000, but even now I think it is a sky-high price). Not only that, all the brothers and sisters in my father's family failed the college entrance examination and went to private Pheasant University. The tuition fee of 50,000 a year was borne by my family. Therefore, the pressure on me to study continues to increase, because my mother is eager for her son to succeed and hopes that I can prove that I am not inferior to her son. She is really tired. I don't like comparisons by nature, so why should I endure so much... Moreover, grades are not the only criterion for measuring a person's quality. Sometimes I feel that my parents, apart from being very smart in business, are usually really narrow-minded, hypocritical and good-looking. Not only that, my mother deceived relatives around me to get into the Eighth National University of Science and Technology, but it didn't happen at all. Every time they asked me about the results of the unified examination, I was worried that I would reveal my secret. Even though the ranking was already before the exam, I was still timid. Since I entered this high school, I have never been out of the top 20 in my grade. However, my parents were never satisfied. .. Because every time I was satisfied with my grades, I would be criticized and accused of being worthless. I remember that the few compliments my parents gave me were probably when I got a perfect score in the math and physics exams in middle and high school, because those times I was 20 points behind the second place. My parents even didn't know until my classmates' parents called to tell me the good news (ha, after all, they never cared about me) that the first question they asked was whether I had cheated? I feel really disheartened. After all, I am a person who has a very good bottom line in exams and professional ethics. ++I would like to add that my sister was not admitted to college (I failed the interview many times due to poor figure due to poor figure in the liberal arts exam. In the end, I failed the professional course and failed the joint entrance exam. My score in the cultural course of the college entrance examination was only 400). My father simply thought that my IQ was low. I didn't study much in two years. I failed the Chinese language test with 600% in the physics class in Guangdong Province?? (Www language) I'm really bad at writing, I can't write argumentative essays, and I only get 35-40 points for each composition. Then I write with my left hand, which is a little slower, and I still can't finish it. Www. The best Chinese test I got was only 115, but the composition was only 42 (I always didn't write enough words, the most I could write was 700...) Is there anyone who can leave a message and teach me how to write an exam essay, the target score is 46-55) Intention: Abandon the past and seek the true self