I was cheerful and pretending to be stupid in front of others, trying to get close to him by pretending to be stupid and cute, wanting him to help me cover my frozen heart. I would try to like whatever he liked. I tried to play basketball with my short legs. I started to read basketball magazines, but I couldn't tell James apart. I'm always by your side, have you seen me. I don't want to like you anymore, I'm tired.
Purpose: Secret love is not a bad thing, but it makes me become a better version of myself