I Don't Want to Be

The early part of this story is modern, and later it will be fictional. The male protagonist will appear in the fictional world. The Shen family and the Xu family have been friends for generations, and Shen Wanxi has always been by his side as a friend and sister. She is happy when he is happy, and she is also unhappy when he is not happy. Even so, she has not revealed that she likes Xu An. So far, she has watched him get married and watched him happy. After Xu An got married, Shen Wanxi wanted to let go of this secret love that no one knew about. Then she met Su Xian. She wanted to be with Su Xian, but Su Xian was not a lover and just wanted to have fun. Although she took revenge after being hurt, it also left a shadow in her heart. Later, she met a handsome girl, and they confessed their experiences to each other. Li Linna felt sorry for this girl, and made a promise in her heart to protect her, but things went counterproductive. They overcame the prejudice of the world, but overestimated their feelings! Shen Wanxi's love journey was bumpy, and she thought she finally touched the beam of light that only belonged to her, but the light only passed by her briefly, and the space that belonged to Shen Wanxi became dim again. Only the faintly visible firefly meant that she was still alive, and the last fragrance faded away. The deceased Shen Wanxi did not leave. She was trapped in the shackles of resentment by herself. The Black and White Messenger tore apart the void and took her away by force. Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva looked at her pity and wanted to help her. After clearing her resentment, he told her that as long as she stayed away from Su Xian and Li Linna in this life, was not tainted with cause and effect with them, spent this life in peace, and had the opportunity to return to modern times and start over. In this imaginary ancient world, she was the youngest son of the Prime Minister's Mansion, with one brother and one sister. Although she was a concubine, she was still a favorite in the family. Because Shen Wanxi had a transcarnation, she behaved differently from ordinary children when she was a child. This also led to her brothers and sisters saying that she pretended to be an adult at a young age and was weird. After reaching the age of 18, at a banquet, I still met Su Xian and Li Linna, who looked exactly like they did in modern times. It seemed that fate was inevitable and the three of them had to meet. She had been practicing martial arts since she was a child, and after meeting her once at a banquet that day, Shen Wanxi proposed to her family that she wanted to travel around the world, learn skills, and protect her brothers and sisters. The father then let go and let her fly freely. He spent the next four years learning his skills from the poison doctor. In her prime years, news came from outside the valley that the Prime Minister's Mansion was blocked. Shen Wanxi heard the news and hurried home. When she arrived, no one was injured, and they were all rescued by a little Taoist priest. The little Taoist priest said: I saved your family, and I got into trouble. If I need your help in the future, please be sure to remember this feeling of gratitude. Intention: I don't want the ending to be the same every time