This is an adaptation of my true story. None of the names in the novel are real names. The title of the book is taken from the real names of the male and female protagonists in the novel.
After transferring to high school, she met the boy she had seen for a thousand years. During the two years of crushing on her, she thought he also liked her. But then he got a girlfriend who looked very much like her, and she finally plucked up the courage to confess to him. He said, "I'm sorry, I can't even take care of myself, let alone you." I accidentally heard that he had a girlfriend again, got a photo, and said they were childhood sweethearts. I thought she was like me, but it turns out that we are like her, and we have never seen each other since.
Concept: Secret love is a person's chaos, and the darkest secret is thinking that he likes you too.