Shi Xunqiu, the only son of the Shi family, was frail and sickly since childhood and was raised as a girl.
Shi Xunqiu didn't like to wear skirts, didn't like to have long hair, and didn't like to stay at home all day listening to private tutors. But his father always told him earnestly and sincerely that he was the only son of the Shi family and the heir to the Shi family. Everything should be based on the interests of the family and not have too many personal preferences. Shi Xunqiu looked at his father's earnest eyes and had no choice but to nod.
I thought I could live my whole life with no worries about food and clothing, pampered and pampered under the family's protection, but when I was fifteen, my father brought back a young man named Shi Yan and told Shi Xunqiu that he was the wrong child and that Shi Yan was the real young master of the Shi family.
Shi Xunqiu was not driven away by the kind-hearted Shi family. Instead, she continued to live as the "daughter" of the Shi family. However, Shi Xunqiu could clearly feel that the Shi family had given all their love and care to Shi Yan.
When he was seventeen years old, Shi Xunqiu was locked in the bathroom due to an accident. However, Shi's family was busy celebrating Shi Yan's birthday and forgot about the lonely Shi Xunqiu.
Shi Xunqiu was locked in the dark bathroom all night, and the broken showerhead continuously sprayed out bone-chilling cold water.
Shi Xunqiu's face was wet, and he lost his mind for the first time.
That day was obviously his birthday.
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Shi Xunqiu began to dislike Shi Yan.
He bullied Shi Yan, scolded Shi Yan, and when Shi Yan was showing off his little boyfriend Shang Ze, he secretly found Shang Ze and told him the fact that Shi Yan was riding two boats.
After listening to Shi Xunqiu's words, Shang Ze nodded, but when Shi Xunqiu turned around, he unpreparedly lifted up his skirt, pushed him into the corner, and teased him with a chuckle, "You said Shi Yan has two men, what about you, brother Qiu?"
"Have you... Never had a man?"
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Shi Xunqiu started dating Shang Ze.
Maybe it was to get revenge on Shi Yan, maybe it was to win over the Shi family, or maybe it was because only Shang Ze would hold his hand, encourage him to be brave enough to be himself, and take him to experience many new worlds that he had never seen in the past eighteen years. In short, when Xunqiu realized that he really fell in love with Shang Ze, he told Shang Ze his secret without reservation.
Shi Xunqiu also told Shang Ze that he was actually a little jealous of Shi Yan. He didn't want to fight for the Shi family's property, nor did he want to replace Shi Yan as the Shi family's son. He just wanted the Shi family to recognize him a little bit.
Shang Ze rubbed his head distressedly and said to him, no, the more you don't fight, the more they will look down on you, so you have to fight.
But at that time, Xunqiu's despicable deeds in fighting for family property were discovered by the Shi family. After he was kicked out, Shi Xunqiu discovered that Shang Ze had already blocked his contact information.
Shi Xunqiu had been a young master for twenty years. After being kicked out, he could only make a living by doing odd jobs. He was bullied, and one day he suffered a heart attack and died.
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When he opened his eyes again, Shi Xunqiu was reborn and returned to the age of seventeen.
He took off his skirt, cut off his slightly long hair, and prepared to run away from Shi's house.
At this time, Shi Yan happened to push the door in with Shang Ze.
The moment their eyes met, Shang Ze suddenly hugged him like crazy, calling him Aqiu over and over in a hoarse voice.
Shang Ze's embrace was so tight, as if Shi Xunqiu was his most precious treasure.
Shi Yan on the side also had red eyes and looked at him intently.
But Shi Xunqiu felt strange.
He just wanted to stay away from them.
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Reading guide: Double C, both Gong and Shou are single, and have nothing to do with Shi Yan. It is a misunderstanding. In his later years, Shou had the experience of wearing women's clothing when he was a teenager.
The text contains [recollections and past life content], so read with caution.
Purpose: Even if you are in trouble, you should continue to strive for self-improvement and face life bravely