I actually have a secret.
Before I joined the Fangxiu sect, or since I could remember at the age of four, there was always a voice in my head. It tricked me into walking into the wolf's den, tempted me to jump into the summer lake, and even repeatedly stopped me from practicing, and told me that marrying a husband and having children was the best idea.
Once I couldn't help it, so I asked it why. It was silent for a long time, but its voice was full of jealousy, as if it was burned by fire, hoarse and sharp.
It was clearly spring that day, and the sunlight brushed through the petals of the flowers and stepped into the window, covering my body like a veil, but I felt extremely cold.
I heard it curse ferociously, "Chili, can you die?"
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Passionate/upgraded/no male protagonist/late stage lazy cancer
Intention: Even the toughest heart will be broken by words