A girl who escaped from marriage, traveled around the world, awakened her sexual orientation, tried it, was happy, suffered, confused, suddenly realized, and finally achieved fruition with her lover, HE
The meaning of the chapter name: The change in the degree of blue represents "my" view of my own sexuality.
First person, unclean, everyone is a bad bird.
Flower market is not river crab
Intention: Traveling around and working hard