Chen Changsheng has always been like a dead tree. His life is miserable and lonely, and his soul stinks. But he met Xu Weilai. Xu Wei Lai lives up to his name and has a bright future. He is like the blazing sun in the sky, hanging high in the sky and dazzling.
Chen Changsheng didn't even dare to reveal his secret love to anyone, because his disgusting love would tarnish Xu Weilai's brilliant life.
Kuchiki originally wanted to admire the sun secretly. But even the gods in heaven looked down upon his dirty love. Xu Weixia's death caused Xu Weilai to leave his world forever.
He once wondered why his life turned out like this. He even thought that he was not sincere enough, which led to his bad fate. So he moved to live next to a Buddhist temple, burning incense and praying all day long, hoping to get answers. Later, he suddenly realized that the gods who control destiny also have the right to hate him, without reason and without harsh punishment.
In the end, he did not become the happy and immortal person his mother expected. In the midsummer at the age of 30, he folded his clothes and threw himself into the reservoir where Xu Weixia died, ending his miserable and desperate life forever.
The dead wood lost the sun and rotted in the dark water.
Rotten wood cannot lose the sun.
Kuchiki tries to chase the sun.
The dead wood finally loses the sun.
Intention: People can't lose love, but don't fall into love in despair. Love becomes a desperate dirge when it becomes salvation.