Xu Runsheng, I think I hate you, but what is more than hate in my heart?
I've never been kissed before, it was you who touched me for the first time
I hate people approaching me, but I acquiesce to your approach
I have no idea about other people's emotions
When it comes to you, I always spend a lot of time thinking about why.
I hate the smell of sweat, but I have never found it disgusting when you touch me with the smell of sweat after playing.
My eighteen years of life have been uneventful even if they are not routine.
I could have gone to college and found a girl I liked and fell in love with
Get married after graduation and have my own life
Xu Runsheng, you provoked me. I don't hate you for provoking me.
On the contrary, I enjoy my time with you
But, but Xu Runsheng, tell me, why can't you just stay with me forever?
Why did you wait for me to sink into it and then disappear without a trace?
Why are you? Why are you, Xu Runsheng?
What do you think I am? One of your toys?
You know I can't see you, I thought I did something wrong
I've been thinking if I said something that hurt you.
It turns out I didn't do anything wrong. If there must be something wrong
The mistake is that I was originally dispensable to you
You have me, and then what about your sense of accomplishment and your sense of conquest being satisfied? Lie to me, seduce me, watch me fool around with you all day long, aren't you very proud?
I don't want to talk nonsense to you anymore
I'm warning you, Xu Runsheng, you'd better stay calm.
Before, I couldn't defend what was mine
Now, if what you say is not what I want to hear, then the consequences will not be something you can bear.
Purpose: Family environment creates character defects