I deliberately ignored the humiliation of my crush. Later, her crush apologized to her, but she rejected her crush. She thought, my dignity itself is a paradise.
The two were never together.
In fact, Zhu Song also likes her, but now it's just the heroine's random thoughts. Due to family factors, she still has her own dignity even if she fantasizes about it, but her family situation is not good. Qiu Jing does not exist at all. The incident where the male protagonist ridiculed her was all because she was looking for a reason for his death. It was the love of her youth, something she couldn't accept and didn't want to admit.
Intention: Self-reliance and self-reliance